i need to start venting thrrough a creative outlet like before..like that no one will understand me unless you REALLY know me

i found this today...

it beautiful isnt it!?!

ok, so i like a boy...like really like him and i do not know what to do. he's a g-ville homie from the 305 and when i come into any sort of contact w/ him i get all giddy and smiley.he called today and i got all gay and goofy...why am i so bad w/ guys? =/

and i have this friend that i want to hangout w/ but he's always fucking busy, its getting on my nerves grrr

The people for truth called me you know the anit-tobacco people, I have a second interview on friday... who knows maybe I'll work wapred tour
Wish me luck

Ok, so last night I had an extreamly vivid dream that kept me tossing and turning and now I look like the lead in night of the living dead...anyways here's how it went, I was a some sort of a party at the tripe stack and there were a bunch of red ballons, suddenly this guys is running towards us and his hand is bleeding profusely...everyone is rushing to help and as he keeps saying is run to walmart or albertsons they're coming...everyone thought he was in shock but I knew what he meant he was attacked by a zombie...in the dream I tried to get as many people as I could to walmart but not many came my heart was filled with fear...the only people who came were gustavo,jose,nathan,suzie,troy and ashley? I was frantic. The walmart wasn't very full but then all of a sudden we saw people running in the streets,screams,blood and zombies. It was my worst nightmare all I did was cry and pray for my friends that hadn't come with us,mean while walmart went on full lockdown. We lived there for months and months growing food in the gardening section surviving as best we could there were a few kids in the store, so we all tried to male things as bearable for them. And that was my dream, me living out my life in a walmart living in constant fear of zombies....

im so frustrated i need a place to live asap and the place i want to live at hasnt called me back yet!
i got a sidekick and i love that little thing, i warms my heart like a glow worn in my heart!
i went to a muse/my chem show, it was incredible,but i just found out that the reason the lead singer was as peppy was that he snapped his rib mid-performance, i hope he's ok, and he was still amazing, you gotta love that
i applied for a job on warped tour! lets hope that they take the time to pick me!
my stomach really hurts, i really regret eating what i ate for breakfast,oui!

i disected a rat in bio lab today, i was eerily into it and did a wonderful job according to my professor.

my stomach has been in knots all day... i got some pictures that i needed for my art project that i beliave is due at the end of the week... this semester has definately been a trail and error learning experiance, hopefully i'll be a master student this summer, with an awe inspiring gpa. i intend to re-write my resume and send it to a bunch of record companies in hopes of an internship!

i purchased a bunch of books the other day just on a whim, but im glad i did im currently reading a health book, a fiction novel and japanese for dummies... im hoping to get the bascis down by the end of the summer, my cousin said she would help me.
today is also the commemoration of christs death, its the only holiday celebrated by jehovah's witnesses, my cousin heeded me to go to the nearest hall

and i'm finally a size 6 bringing me back to my begining of senior year wieght, just a little more to go and im dying my hair back to normal on the 16 of this month and getting a trim the next day on the full moon...lets see if the old wives tales are true

my wish list...
1. my wiehgt in hundred dollar bills
2. to never procrastinate and always follow through
3. to get my dream job and go on tour
4. to get all the degree's i want in the next 4 years
5. to fall in love


i have to write a paper so of course i must find a way to keep myself from completing it...hence #2. man i hate liars, trust me i live with one

im in the process of becoming blonde...holy shit!

pisces...thats me!
Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. Too Sexy, DAMN IT. Very high #S#E#X appeal. Has the last word. The best to find, hardest to keep. Fun to be around. Freak in the sheets. Extremely weird but in a good way. Super good in bed. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. A partner for life. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. 5 years of bad luck if you do not repost.


i think! i'm going to be able to catch up on all my late work during break! WO0T! and pass my classes with good grades!
and i havent done any drugs of any sort since i said i was quitting, i've been running and eating better... i hope to jump into healthy stuff soon, like lemongrass shootahs and tree bark (j/k).

omg! there was a huge roach in the bathroom it came from the fucking drain. we asked our nieghbor that we dont even know to kill it for us, he did, thank god and luckily i cleaned the bathroom a few days ago too.
but for i second i thought i would never be able to step foot in that bathroom again for fear of the ginourmous mutant african roach and it starting a colony and taking over the not only the bathroom but the world.

i got extreamly drunk on friday...to the point where i dont remember a thing
my new boss at traffic not only saw me but was making fun of me
i couldnt walk
i made out with someone
i puked my guts out and
i did an anime voice

life lesson learned...dont drink or drink slower,pace yourself

yesterday i was hung over till today in the morning i was crawling around the house and passed out, when i came to i went for my usual hang over cure at firehouse and it backfired...i puked
after that i went to work still hung-over and the shoes were spinning...after a while i stablized and i went out for awhile but it didnt go well my friend natalie wigged out so we took her home (major drama)but nothing bad happened and then we were going to have a bonfire but we were to pooped and ate mcdonalds instead and i was nuasious but it stayed in my tummy

and today i took an art history test, i think it went ok but i dont know my grade yet becuase my prof. has to grade the essay portion and i have to write another paper for that class before midnight but i can't concentrate. vicky and i went to leonardo's and on the way i saw chipotle doug i think were going to hang out soon,yay.and tonight is the L word, i think it'll be good tonight so that makes me happy

Your Seduction Style: Au Natural

You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it. That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power! The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism. You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world. Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in. You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you? You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways. Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you. As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.

whats the difference between a man and ET? ET phoned home
where do polar bears vote? the north pole
where do bee's go to the bathroom? the BP station
what do you get from a pampered cow?spoiled milk
why did the cookie go to the ER? becuase it felt crumy

i need to stop smoking pot. i've decided that it's just not the thing for me to do, i mean i either automatically fall asleep, eat non-stop or just become extreamly introverted. i dont like it.
so if anyone see's me smoking anything and i'm not watching the L word please say something,with the exception of my birthday weekend

Gonna take off all my skins
Till they burn out all my insides
When they run for him
Mom and dad think you'll be saved

They never had the time,
Their gonna medicate your lives
You where always born a crime
We salute you in your grave!

Can't find my way home
But it's through you and I know
What I'd do just to get back in your arms

Can't find my way home
But it's through you and I know
What I'd do just to get back in your arms


[Oh My God! Vile! Seven different shades of shit, so whats your favorite color, Punk?]]

Do you want to hold my hand?
Could you sign this photograph?
Cuz I'm your biggest fan.
Would you leave me lying here?

We're not here to pay a compliment
And sing about the government
Oxycodone genocide
Adolescent suicide
I'll give you my sincerity
Don't give a fuck about a Kennedy
Here's what I got to say!

Can't find my way home
But it's through you and I know
What I'd do just to get back in your arms

Can't find my way home
But it's through you and I know
What I'd do just to get back in your arms

Ohhhh
Whoa, Yeah yeah oh.
[We've got to go! x7]

Can't find my way home
But it's through you and I know
What I'd do just to get back in your arms

Can't find my way home
But it's through you and I know
What I'd do just to get back in your arms

Can't find the way, can't find the way
Can't find the way-ay-ay-ay-ay
Can't find the way-ay-ay-ay-ay

[C'mon angel, dont you cry, C'mon angels dont you cry x2]

i have way too much time before my next class to be bored but not enough to write a 300 word analytical paper so... i decided to post yet again!
this weekend i'm going to make the six hour trip to Miami just so that i can get me some glasses. I'm looking quite forward to it, seeing clearly is now a great goal of mine since i cannot see a single word Professor Gillikin scribbles on the black board.
I'm also going to visit my best friend Ozzy i miss him a lot and we've been a bit out of touch and out of sync lately.
i really need a job but i want like a cool job not a gay one so tomorrow when i return to the gayest of gay malls in the world(oaks mall)for my interview i will stop by the places i really want to work at that are hiring and i still have to hit up a bunch of places on 13th and university.
i should just win the lotto!
its soo cold some kid in my bio lab said it was supposed to hit the 20's tonight...I'm nervous about that

You Should Travel to Japan

From freak sightings in Harajuku to awesome sashimi, you'll love Japan. And who knows? You might end up on Japanese TV!

I'm so tired. i woke up at 8 today and i still have a long day ahead of me. and the same tomorrow i need to catch up on a lot of reading and i have a job interview.hopefully more will follow.
im going to miami this weekend!

oh man, i think im starting to get behind in my core bio class, alot of what i need to know comes from the book. like i really dont even need to go to class just read the book and do the labs and i'd be peachy but!!! i dont have my book yet...damn snail mail is so gay
and i already have 2 essays due soon i need to start working on my art history one its due on saturaday and i dont have the book yet nor have i read the online material all i have are my old art history notes....i guess i better get started soon

Your results:
You are Catwoman

Catwoman 84% Poison Ivy 70% Apocalypse 69% Venom 67% Mystique 65% Dark Phoenix 61% Dr. Doom 60% The Joker 58% Magneto 57% Juggernaut 57% Mr. Freeze 57% Two-Face 49% Riddler 48% Lex Luthor 47% Green Goblin 45% Kingpin 45%

With a troubled past and an upbringing on the streets you have learned how to fend for yourself through crime.

Click here to take the "Which Super Villain am I?" quiz...

i have a 2 hours break before my art class and i dont know what to do with myself i have no student ID and no idea how to get one so i cant check out books or go to the gym; although i didnt bring gym clothes.

i miss alot of things from home already.... my mom,my grandparents, my friends, my money, my state of mind ...oi vey!

and for those who dont know i pierced my lip!

You are Dark Chocolate

You live your life with intensity, always going full force. You push yourself (and others) to the limit... you want more than you can handle. An extreme person, you challenge and inspire the world!